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Friday, February 17 11:37 PM I feel like I'm constantly holding a diamond studded bomb everyone wants a piece of it for themselves but its mine so I hold on tight to it but it hurts me the tighter I hold and If i hold it too tight it will explode and kill me and its so slippery I don't know how to hold it without fearing it slips away or drops and I'm trying to protect it from all these prying fingers and irksome losers And to balance it between holding it and letting go is so delicate Im so afraid of what might happen, unexpectedly While it hurts, it satisfies and I don't know. xx 4:09 AM I love her
1:53 AM Caught Underworld: Awakening today, It was pretty cool actually, with the action scenes and all that, but pity it was a tad short but all in all, it had really intense fight sequences Feeling so moody nowadays idk why I should be happy - well, kinda, but I think my frustration spawns from the fact that I don't think I'm doing enough things to my life with regards to improvement and achievements I have this whole set of rules around me be it behavioral or cultural or presenting oneself Days like this I wonder how it would be like to just let go for a day and be like every other guy out there living with less cares and worry and all But then again I think of how I am a representation of the ones I love and how I would want my parents to look at me and be proud of me and my life And yes, if only I could let loose and do all the shit and. fuck arrrrrrrhghghfhfhghghf fuck Where the fuck do I stand at? too much fucking pain for a fucking day xx
Thursday, February 16 1:38 AM Motherfucking Mood
Wednesday, February 15 10:52 PM I have trypophobia I fucking swear
2:26 AM Happy Valentine's Day People! Sooo rather than going out and eating dinner out or like finding someplace in town to go, the girlfriend and I decided to kill the day by playing UFC! which was really epic. Go buy the new release, if you're thinking about it really good game physics! But it was really funny, like $62 bucks for the original game, and $64 bucks for the one with like 4 more DLCs. Obvious choice $64 Which brings me to the point of my monies, in which i am terribly broke now beyond measure Anyway, really memorable V day though plus a 1.5 hour bus ride from the airport to town good god i swear when i got off that bus it felt like stepping off a plane since forever Fyeah Gamer Girlfriends xx
Monday, February 13 11:49 PM 10:51 PM So here I am again writing about my frustration with all forms of schoolwork, and the FYP sitting 3 hours in the library and still producing nothing useful of sorts or tasteful to my level of preference I can imagine it but i can't produce or wait. Perhaps too, lost the ability to imagine? As i start to doubt my ability (Or lack thereof) I start regret my past decisions as I see it taking a larger foothold in my life now than ever before I guess sacrifice was then a one sided thing Foolish I have been. Oh, why hate me just because my life is better than your sorry bunch of hoodlums and junkies Whee, Im laughing at the dropouts now But then again, le beef you started first lets just hope i don't end up like one. On the brighter side, at least i've found myself a lady of choice whom not only is the best friend but also, the girlfriend. Oh baby, how I love you Just keep that temper in check <3 xx
12:30 AM I want to quit graphic design And perhaps move to something new like a new aspect of design. like fashion or jewelry or architecture or something Every other person tells me like ohh you've got potential and don't waste it and finish it well but honestly i've found my focus in graphics and everything else I'm doing now seems such a bore because i've already decided what i want to do in future and while I'm so eager to work towards it now school is the only obstacle stopping me from going further Its so boring now. Im lost where to start appropriately in my FYP, and everyday I live in perpetual waste as I let my hours dwindle and fade away like fleeting stars while I sit in front of electronic devices and rot I don't know what to do anymore. There's so much for me to do that I don't know where to start, or where to place my piorities in. For example Leather, furniture, freelance, work, taking up a new course of study and of course there's school to attend, and while everyone will simply say school's the more important thing to focus on now, everything else can wait - How if everything else will fade away by the time school ends? Fuck everything and be a pirate. xx
Sunday, February 12 1:47 PM Le Girlfriend came to stay over Here are some of the unglam shots Funny story though so we wanted to go to eat 2 Chefs again, but AGAIN it was full house and the queue was even longer that that of the cny period! doesn't make a lot of sense right - but no worries, we decided to head to HV to eat tze char, so we took at bus to c wealth to change to 970 to HV turns out, 970 lied to us and we waited like 20 odd minutes for it to come, which it didn't and we got so angry so we decided to cab the short ass distance hit HV, found out tze char was full house too, so... we ended up at the hawker center eating hor fun went home to watch pool lose and everton slap chelsea fun night ^^ listening to Killer Mike now so swag rap rap rap rap rap xx
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