The meaning, well...you have the female, the actress, living on the west coast, trying to make a name for herself and in the process begins to grow fake as she gets a little fame, but she still "tries" to be faithful to her best (perhaps?) friend who lives on the other side of the country who is in some kind of love or like with her, he hears about her from her mother or cousin or something like that, he even sends her gifts from time to time, then he visits saving up all his money to get a beat up car to travel to see her, he forces the gift on her which is something she must don outwardly so he can get that little "Look what I've done hrrh hrrh" feeling and wants everyone to see him with her, she doesn't seem to happy about it-but she likes his attention and probably tells him quixotic things she doesn't mean, but he's not fully buying it, but his heart wants to, but knows the truth nonetheless, and he finally realizes what has happened between them and how negative she has grown to be so he finally decides to do something for his nerdy ole self, and as she tries do that "no don't!" he asks for his own space to experience some gratification for himself instead of worrying about her needs, but of course he's still hurting, but from now on, he's going to keep on telling her that he's not going to be her lackey anymore.